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Blog Entry: IS THERE SUCH A WORD AS COMFORTABLE IN THIS HEAT ?MY FRIEND SAPPHIRE MADE ME SMILE AS SHE SPOKE OF THIS TERRIBLE HEAT. WHEN I WAS IN THE DOCTOR'S OFFICE YESTERDAY, I JUST WANTED TO TAKE THEIR A.C. LOL I ALMOST PASSED OUT FROM THE PAIN. THE PREVIOUS NIGHT MY HUBBY CAME HOME TO FIND ME UNCONCIOUS ON THE FLOOR. I CANT EVEN WRITE ABOUT WHAT THE PAIN IS LIKE WHEN I HAVE TO GET UP AFTER REGAINING CONSIOUSNESS. MAYBE ANOTHER TIME. I HAVE SEVERAL DOCTORS I HAVE TO GO TO AND I'M GETTING WORSE BECAUSE THE DOCTORS I NEED TO SEE, WONT TREAT YOU ONTIL U PAY. MY PAIN WAS ALREADY EXCRUCIATING. ITS BEYOND THAT NOW. BUT THANKFULLY I HAVE A SUPPORTIVE FAMILY. I TRY NOT TO WRITE WHICH IS HARD BECAUSE I ENJOY WRITING BUT WRITING/TYPING WITH BOTH ARMS BADLY IMFLAMED AND FILLED WITH MANY TORN LIGAMENTS IS JUST TOO MUCH. ITS STILL A WONDER THAT I'M ALIVE AFTER THE MANY FALLS I HAD IN THE PAST WEEK. THE SWELLING ON MY FACE HAS FINALLY GONE DOWN ABIT. A CT SCAN OF THE BRAIN HAS TO BE DONE TO SEE WHAT IS HAPPENING THERE. I CAN TELL YOU THAT I AM ALIVE BECAUSE OF THE PRAYERS OF GENUINE FRIENDS AND THE MERCY OF GOD.WHAT A MIGHTY POWERFUL LOVING MERCIFUL GOD WE SERVE. I MISS MY MOM SO MUCH. WE WERE VERY CLOSE. SHE WAS FAMILY FOR ME, FOR MY HUBBY AND SON. NOT EXTENDED FAMILY. I CAN STILL REMEMBER GOING TO HER TO BATHE HER ONLY TO FIND HER GONE. SHE PASSED AWAY ON NOVEMBER 15, 2015 AND I THINK OF HER EVERY DAY. WE ALL LIVED TOGETHER. SHE WAS MY ROCK. MY TOWER OF STRENGTH. MY PRAYER WARRIOR. COMFORTER. BEST FRIEND AND THE VERY BEST MOTHER ANYONE COULD HAVE. AH MY FRIENDS, I'M FEELING EXTRA EMOTIONAL. ITS ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHEN I WONDER IF ITS JUST A DREAM. I'VE BEEN ILL FOR A VERY LONG TIME AND IN SO MANY WAYS, SHE WAS THERE FOR ME. I BETTER STOP BECAUSE I CAN EASILY WRITE 10 PAGES ABOUT MY MOM AND I DONT REALIZE.   WHEN SHE DIED, MANY PEOPLE THOUGHT IT WAS ME BECAUSE I'M THE SICK/ILL ONE IN THE FAMILY. MY DAD DIED SEVERAL YEARS AGO. WE WERE ALL A CLOSE FAMILY. I DONT KNOW WHERE I'D BE WITHOUT GOD. I DEFINATELY COULDNT SURVIVE WITHOUT MY BIG BROTHER JESUS WHO DAILY INTERCEDES ON MY BEHALF BEFORE MY HEAVENLY FATHER. I'M SO THANKFUL FOR THE HOLY SPIRIT WHO COMFORTS ME. ITS DEFINATELY GREAT TO HAVE PEOPLE WHO WILL SINCERELY EMCOURAGE YOU. DESPITE EVERYTHING, I AM BLESSED. I'M NOT FOCUSING WELL. SEVERE PAIN IN MY EYES. I SHOULD BE IN THE HOSPITAL BUT CANT BE IN THE ONE I NEED TO GO TO PRESENTLY BUT I WILL CONTINUE TO HOLD ONTO HOPE AND MY FAITH. PLS KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS AS I CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR ALL MY FRIENDS AND ACTUALLY EVERY MEMBER OF THIS SITE. MAY GOD BE WITH YOU ALL. BLESSINGS MY FRIENDS. ARIA. PLS FORGIVE ANY MISTAKES.