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Title: SO WEARY
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Blog Entry: FROM LAST WEEK I REALIZED A SPECIFIC DISEASE HAD GOTTEN WORSE. THAT TRIGGERED AN ANGINA ATTACK AND I BLACKED OUT A FEW TIMES FROM THE PAIN. I ALSO HAVE A NEW PROBLEM AND ITS LITERALLY TWISTING MY BODY. IT ALSO CAUSES EXCRUCIATING PAIN. ITS DIFFICULT TO WALK. I'VE BEEN PRAYING SO MUCH BECAUSE I KNOW I'M GOING TO HAVE TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL. IF THINGS ARE AS BAD AS THEY ARE NOW, I'LL HAVE TO BE RUSHED TO THE E.R. IN A FEW HOURS. I'M FEELING SO TIRED AND WORN. I'M REALLY EXHAUSTED. THE DISEASE TAKES ALL MY ENERGY. THE RARE DISEASE CAUSES WEIGHT GAIN ESPECIALLY IN THE UPPER PART OF MY BODY. IT MAKES ME DIFFICULT TO WALK AND SO MANY OTHER THINGS. ITS DIFFICULT TO REALLY EXPLAIN HOW I'M FEELING. I KNOW SOMETHING ELSE IS SERIOUSLY WRONG BECAUSE OF CERTAIN SYMTOMS. I'M JUST FEELING SO TIRED IT HURTS TO BREATHE. I'M SORRY. I'M HAVING A DIFFICULT TIME EXPRESSING MYSELF. THE ONE THING I DO KNOW IS THAT I'M ALIVE BECAUSE OF GOD'S MERCY AND LOVE FOR ME. ALSO HAVING THE LOVE FROM MY HUBBY AND SON MOTIVATES ME TO KEEP FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE. THE PROBLEM IS THAT MY BODY IS SO WEAK THAT ITS SO PAINFUL TO BREATHE. WHILE WRITING THIS, I'VE PASSED OUT TWICE. I CANT WRITE MUCH LONGER SO I WANT TO WISH FOR EVERYONE A GOOD WEEK. WHATEVER UR GOING THRU, GOD IS WITH YOU. JUST GIVE HIM A CHANCE TO LOOK AFTER YOU. I'M PRAYING FOR U ALL MY FRIENDS AND I ASK THAT U PRAY FOR ME. I'M HAVING SEVERE PAIN IN MY CHEST. ITS LIKE MY CHEST IS TIGHTENING. LIKE I HAVE A HUGE WEIGHT ON MY CHEST. I KNOW WHAT THOSE SYMTOMS MEAN. FRIENDS, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES. IM NOT FOCUSING WELL AT ALL. PEACE AND UNITY ALWAYS. ARIA.