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Title: STILL WEARY. MORE WORN.
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Blog Entry: MONDAY WAS A VERY STRESSFUL DAY. MY HUBBY HAD TO RUSH HOME FROM A MEETING TO RUSH ME TO THE HOSPITAL EARLY MONDAY AFTERNOON. I WAS THERE IN THE E.R. ONTIL LATE IN THE NIGHT. IT WAS SO TIRING IN THE E.R. AND SO VERY PAINFUL AS I DID CERTAIN THINGS. I WAS PRODDED AND POKED. SO MUCH PAIN. I DECIDED NOT TO GO INTO MORE DEBT BY ADDING ON HUNGREDS OF THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS BY BEING ADMITTED WHEN I CAN GIVE MYSELF THE SAME MEDS THEY WERE GOING TO GIVE ME IN THE HOSPITAL. SINCE I GOT HOME, I'VE BEEN FEELING WORSE. A SPECIFIC DISEASE IS ACTING UP BADLY. ITS SO EXTRA DIFFICULT TO GET UP. AS I LAY ON THE BED, SO MANY THINGS WENT THRU MY MIND. I WAS EVEN MAKING COMMENTS ON THIS SITE IN MY MIND. LOL. I MISSED MY MOM WHO WOULD ALWAYS BE WITH ME AND I MISSED KNOWING THAT I WOULDNT SEE MY SON WHEN I GOT HOME. MY DARLING HUBBY HAD TO BE BACK AND FORTH FROM THE CASHIER. ANYTHING THAT WAS ORDERED, IT HAD TO BE PAID FIRST OR NO TREATMENT. I WAITED A LONG TIME FOR PAIN MEDS BECAUSE THE CASHIER LINE WAS LONG SO I WENT THRU EXTRA PAIN WAITING FOR THE MED BUT I EVENTUALLY GOT IT. I WENT THRU ALOT THAT DAY AND NIGHT. I'M STILL VERY WEAK AND ILL. HOWEVER, I'M GIVING GOD THANKS THAT HE HELPED ME SURVIVE THE PAIN THAT DAY IN THE HOSPITAL WHICH ALMOST DROVE ME CRAZY. I'M THANKFUL THAT WHILE DRIVING, MY HUBBY WAS ABLE TO SWERVE FAST ENOUGH AWAY FROM A CAR THAT WAS COMING STRAIGHT INTO US. ALSO THANKFUL THAT I SURVIVED THE INJURIES TO MY NECK.  I WILL ALWAYS FOR NOW HAVE SEVERE PAIN IN MY NECK. THAT'S BEEN HAPPENING FOR A LONG TIME BECAUSE OF VARIOUS REASONS. I'M REALLY NAUSEOUS AND TIRED. I WISH U ALL THE BEST. TAKE CARE AND HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND. GOD BLESS, ARIA.