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Title: JUST TRYING TO GET IT RIGHT
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Blog Entry: I new to all of this on-line bogging and NOTH page stuff so I am learning as I go. I have pretty much had to figure all of this out on my own and am doing the best I can. Still trying to figure out how to design my page but I hope to get there soon. I decided to do this whole thing in order to meet people around the world who are not only like me but are totally opposite. I love people. All kinds of people. I am a people person. I love to hear about different places that I may never get to visit. My husband was in the military and when he got out I was crushed. I loved it. I loved traveling and meeting new people and learning new things from them. For years I have felt so alone. We returned to his hometown (mine too as I went to High School here) and it seemed as I went off and grew up and everyone else stayed the same. For the first time in years I feel like I am reconnecting with the world through my friends here on the Hill. I have spent years giving to others and I enjoy it so much but somewhere along the line I stopped doing things just for me and that is why I am here. Silly I guess. I am sitting here crying as I write this thinking about all of the people that I love so much that I will never see again. I hope that one day I can reconnect with them, perhaps even here on the hill. My sister is a big time blogger and I personally never felt the nee or understood it until I found the hill. I guess I just need to jump out there like she did and just blog my little heart out. I have always been such a private person it is hard to let my guard down and put private thoughts and feelings out here for the world to see. But as one of my fellow NOTH'S said I need to put the things about me out there in a blog so I can meet people that have things in common with me. So here goes. We will see how it turns out. To all of my NOTH friends. I love keeping in touch with all of you. If I have crossed any kind of boundary as I am learning how to do this then I am sorry. I just want to meet people and have something for myself to give me a break between diaper changes. May God Bless all of you.