First off, I apologize to you all for being gone so long. Lots has happened in my personal life; enough to make me leave my home of 22 yrs and move away. Some of you may know why but it isn't really important; I am just back, feeling somewhat better and realizing that life goes on and life is what I choose to make it.
I am trying my best to keep a positive attitude and look ahead because life is better knowing I can take a nap when I want to; stay up as late as I choose and eat chips for dinner if I so choose. I don't have anyone to tell me what to do or that I have forgotten to turn the coffee pot on...the list goes on. I feel free.
The weather has been really hot but has cooled down in the past few days. I think I will start walking again. It makes me feel so good and allows me to think about things I otherwise push away. I always feel invigorated when I have finished walking.
I have filed for divorce after 21 yrs of marriage and 22 yrs of being under the rule of a very dominating man. I have cut all communication with him and only fear how he will react when he is served his divorce papers. I got out with very little but it is worth my freedom. One thing I had to leave behind was my three Chows. I miss them but there is no way I could have even one of them since I am not settled yet.
I look forward to my new life and reconnecting with old friends.
Tags: Life Trials Attitude