i dont know where the weeks or days are going. although im glad to see the weekend here. its been hectic with work, training days and just doing general house work keepng me busy.
yesterday at work, our visiting reflexologist gave me a wonderful hand massage, its amazing the effect on your body just by massaging pressure points in your hands. i felt it in my shoulders and back most of the night. its suppose to be good for you, i will tell you how i feel another day, im still having a few aches from it. she says its the bad toxins leaving my body.
she also does reiki which ive heard is very good for you. in the past she has also done readings with cards for people but she knows people are sceptical and offered me a free reading. ive never had one done and im curious so i will give it a go next week. as i have known her now for a few months and i do trust her.
i know you might all think im crazy but she could be a lifeline for me right now. she told me she can communicate with spirits and i dont know how to put this in writing but i need to know darrell is about, i feel him with me but i need to know from him that he is here and if she can help me with this, it might help me get past the grief i still feel from his loss last august. everyday i go through so many emotions, most days i have a little cry because i miss him so much and although our last conversation we talked about our feelings etc, i never expected it to be our last conversation and i just want to talk to him one more time. some days, there is nothing more that i want then to be with him and it scares me because im not a crazy person but to some i must seem crazy. i know he knows that i love him and always will, i just want to tell him again....
i play in an online gin league and you win ladderbux as rewards for playing. it doesnt cost you anything unless you want to buy a membership which give you more ladderbux when you win. anyway, ive been playing for 8 years (omg i hear you say ) lol. ive made so many life long friends through the different leagues ive been on from all over the world. im getting off track here but with these ladderbux you can buy items in their online store, they post them for free too. the gaming site is in the USA on the west coast. ive bought many items over the years, dvds, keyboard, crystal, headphone set with mic ( which i couldnt live without) and a few days back i received a mouse pad. i think ive done well.
the mouse pad was sent on the 2nd of may and i got it within a week BUT paperwork im waiting for arriving from melbourne was sent on the 5th and i still dont have it. you have to wonder about our postal system at times. i have check three times and told it was sent on the 5th of may. it better come next week, is all i can say.
its getting cold now that the afternoon air is hitting us and the sun is slowly going down. i think a nice time for a cuppa.
hope all mums have a lovely mothers day on sunday and enjoy the day.
hugs
vanessa
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