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GOD IS JUST WONDERFUL. THANKS SIS. MONA
Posted On 09/15/2017 22:26:39 by ASHESAM50

I'M RARELY ONLINE ON A FRIDAY EVENING BUT I REALLY WANTED TO TELL SIS MONA SOMETHING ON ONE OF HER BLOGS. BUT WHEN I WROTE IT, I REALIZED IT WOULD BE DIFFICULT TO READ BECAUSE IT WAS TOO JUMBLED TOGETHER AND I COULDNT EDIT IT.



ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME OR MEETS ME QUICKLY LEARNS THAT I LOVE MUSIC BUT NOT JUST ANY MUSIC. MY FAVORITE ALL TIME MUSIC IS THE GAITHER VOCAL BAND. I HAVE TO MAKE SPECIAL MENTION OF DAVID PHELPS BECAUSE SOMETIMES HE'S NOT IN THE GROUP LIKE NOW WHEN FOR THE SECOND TIME HE HAS LEFT THE GROUP.



FOR THEPAST YEAR, I HAVENT PLAYED A GAITHER DVD. NOW MY FRIENDS, FOR ME THAT'S VERY STRANGE. BUT ITS BEEN SO CRAZY I CANT PROPERLY EXPLAIN. I'VE HAD MORE MIGRAINES THAN USUAL, I'VE HAD MY USUAL BLACKOUTS AND A NEW HEADACHE WHICH I CANT TALK ABOUT AT THIS TIME. ITS LIKE EVERYTIME I WANTED TO LISTEN TO SOME MUSIC, I COULDNT FIND THE ENERGY. IT WAS JUST SO DIFFICULT. SOMETIMES MY HEART WOULD CRY OUT BUT YET I FELT NUMB.



FRIDAY EVENINGS WERE VERY SPECIAL FOR ME. THAT'S WHEN MY MOM AND I WOULD WATCH AND LISTEN TO SOME GAITHER MUSIC. WHEN SHE BECAME VERY ILL, THERE WAS NO TIME FOR THAT AND TO MAKE IT WORSE, I WAS VERY ILL AS ALWAYS. IT WAS DIFFICULT TO SEE MY MOM SO SICK. I LITERALLY ASKED GOD TO LET ME TAKE MY MOM'S PAIN. THE FUNNY OR NOT FUNNY THING IS THAT I GOT MANY OF THE THINGS BUT MY MOM WAS STILL ILL. MY MOM WAS NOT JUST MY MOTHER, SHE WAS MY BEST FRIEND. I COULD TELL HER ANYTHING. HER DEATH HIT ME HARD. THERE WERE MANY PEOPLE WHO THOUGHT I WOULDNT SURVIVE HER DEATH.


A FEW PEOPLE WERE EVEN UNKIND IN THAT THEY PLACED BETS THAT I WOULDNT LIVE PAST A CERTAIN TIME. BUT I HAD MY HUSBAND AND MOST DEFINATELY MY SON TO LIVE FOR. IT WAS JUST DIFFICULT TO FIND THE ENERGY TO JUST LISTEN TO THE MUSIC.


OH WAIT, I'M JUST REMEMBERING, I HAD A DAY WHEN I HAD A TOTAL MELTDOWN AND I SEARCHED FOR MY MOM'S FAVORITE GAITHER MUSIC AND I PLAYED THEM AND I CRIED ONTIL I COLLAPSED. NO KIDDING. THEN ONE FRIDAY EVENING SOMEONE WAS AT MY HOME AND WANTED TO LISTEN TO SOME MUSIC. ONLY GOD GOT ME THRU. AS MUCH AS I WANTED TO, I COULDNT PLAY THE MUSIC AGAIN.



MY FRIENDS, THE LORD USED SIS MONA TODAY TO HELP ME AND I SIMPLY HAD TO COME AND GIVE A PUBLIC THANKS TO SIS. MONA. I KNOW THAT SHE KNEW SHE WAS DOING SOMETHING NICE I WOULD LIKE BUT THERE IS NO WAY SHE COULD HAVE KNOWN THE IMPACT IT WOULD HAVE ON ME.



SIS. MONA GOT A GAITHER SONG FOR ME TO LISTEN TO. NOT JUST ANY SONG. ITS FROM THEIR LATEST DVD AND I FELT SO OVERWHELMED. IF U COULD SEE ME, U WOULD SEE THE TEARS FLOWING DOWN MY FACE. ITS LIKE ALL THE MEMORIES OF MY MOM AND I WATCHING THEIR DVDS JUST FLOODED ME. I DECIDED I WOULD LISTEN TO THE SONG AGAIN BUT I ACTUALLY PASSED OUT FOR A FEW MINUTES.



SOMETIME LATER I DECIDED I WAS GOING TO PLAY A GAITHER DVD. I WAS AND AM FEELING VERY WEAK BUT I GOT UP TO LOOK FOR THE DVD REMOTE. A DIZZY SPELL TOOK ME SO STRONG THAT IF MY HUBBY HADNT RETURNED TO THE ROOM AT THAT TIME, I WOUD HAVE FALLEN. MY HUBBY HELPED ME TO SIT AND I LAID DOWN. THEN HE HELPED ME GET THE MUSIC TOGETHER.



WITH MY SHORT TERM MEMORY, I DECIDED I HAD TO WRITE TONIGHT AND LET SIS MONA KNOW THAT GOD USED HER TO WAKE SOMETHING IN ME. ITS LIKE A FORCE WANTED TO PREVENT ME FROM LISTENING TO THE MUSIC  BUT I PRAYED AND I'M PLEASED TO REPORT THAT I'M ON THE SECOND DVD. I KNOW I WONT BE ABLE TO LISTEN TO MORE THAN ONE MORE OR I MAY NOT BE ABLE TO LISTEN TO ANYMORE BECAUSE I CAN FEEL MY HEADACHE CHANGING WHICH IS NORMAL. I GET MIGRAINES EASILY. AND I BLACKOUT EASILY BUT THE POINT IS I'M BACK ON MY WAY TO LISTENING TO EVEN ONE DVD ON FRIDAY NIGHTS DEPENDING ON THE TYPE OF HEADACHE I'M HAVING.



I CANT SAY ANYTHING ELSE. I'M ACTUALLY VERY DIZZY BUT I'M FINISHING THIS DVD WITH GOD'S HELP. ITS SO GOOD TO HAVE CARING FRIENDS.


MY FRIENDS, U NEVER KNOW WHEN U WILL BE USED TO BE A BLESSING TO SOMEONE. I'M SURE SIS. MONA DIDNT KNOW HOW I WOULD BE AFFECTED. NOW I'M HEARING ONE OF THE SONGS THAT I ALWAYS CRY. I CRY EASILY JUST NOT AT PHYSICAL PAIN. LOL



I'M THANKFUL THAT GOD USED A DEAR FRIEND TO HELP ME TONIGHT. BELIEVE ME, I NEEDED IT. I RECEIVED SOME BAD NEWS TONIGHT AND IT WAS TOO MUCH. BUT I WAS ABLE TO FIND MY MUSIC AGAIN. THANKYOU MY FRIEND. PLS FORGIVE IF ANY MISTAKES. DONT HAVE THE ENERGY TO READ OVER. 



MY FRIENDS, MAY U ALL BE A BLESSING AT SOME POINT TO SOMEONE. MY FRIEND WHO HAS BEEN A BLESSING TO ME TONIGHT, I SAY THANKYOU. I BELIEVE IN GIVING THANKS WHEN THE PERSON IS ALIVE SO HE OR SHE CAN KNOW THAT HE OR SHE IS APPRECIATED. UR APPRECIATED AND LOVED BY ME MY FRIEND. HUGS, ARIA.



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