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OH MERCY, MY THOUGHTS
Posted On 09/13/2018 01:14:46 by ASHESAM50

I HAVE WANTED TO WRITE FOR A LONG TIME BUT ITS ALWAYS EASIER WRITING IN MY MIND. LOL. BUT I AM HERE NOW.

I'VE BEEN HAVING EXTRA CHALLENGING DAYS THE PAST 3 MONTHS. I'M NOT SURE WHY I'M HAVING A HARD TIME PUTTING MY THOUGHTS TOGETHER. THAT'S REALLY STRANGE FOR ME.

I'M USED TO BEING VERY ILL. HOWEVER, SEEING MY HUBBY SO ILL HAS BEEN HEARTWRENCHING. HE HAD A MIRACLE WHEN HIS LIFE WAS SPARED WHEN HE WAS HURT IN A MAJOR ACCIDENT ON MAY 05. FROM THAT TIME, HIS HEALTH GOT WORSE. ITS BEEN SO DIFFICULT FOR ME BECAUSE I'VE HAD TO GO TO MANY DOCTOR APPOINTMENTS WITH HIM AND MY BODY HAS BEEN SO VERY WEAK FOR A LONG TIME, THAT I GOT WORSE HEALTHWISE. I CAN REMEMBER EVEN ASKING GOD TO LET ME BEAR SOME OF MY HUBBY'S PAIN. 2 MONTHS AGO, I HAD A COUPLE MORE STROKES THAT MESSED ME UP IN CERTAIN AREAS. ITS BEEN A HUGE CHALLENGE. IF I DIDN'T HAVE A PERSONAL RELATIONSHIP WITH CHRIST, I WOULDN'T BE HERE TODAY.

I'M STILL HAVING EXRUCIATING PAIN DAILY. MANY CHANGES KEEP HAPPENING WHICH HAS MADE MY HEALTH WORSE BUT I'M GLAD I CAN ALWAYS FIND SOMETHING TO GIVE GOD THANKS FOR.

QUITE RECENTLY, SOME LIES WERE TOLD ABOUT ME. I WAS VERBALLY ABUSED AND INSULTED BY SOMEONE WHO CALLS HERSELF A FRIEND. IT WAS SO VICIOUS. WITH MY BODY BEING SO WEAK, I HAD A MINOR STROKE WHICH IN TURNED TRIGGERED AN ANGINA ATTACK. I'M SO THANKFUL THAT GOD ISN'T TIRED OF HEARING OUR VOICES. MY VOICE.

I'M SURE THAT IN SOME WAY OR THE OTHER, SOMEONE HAS HURT US AT SOME POINT IN OUR LIVES. MAYBE SOMEONE IS NOW GOING THRU ALOT OF PAIN BECAUSE OF BETRAYAL. FRIENDS, I KNOW ITS NOT EASY TO DEAL WITH. TRUST HAS BEEN BROKEN.

I'VE LEARNT THO THAT FORGIVENESS ISN'T JUST GOOD FOR THOSE WHO HURT US BUT ITS GOOD FOR US TOO. IF WE HOLD ONTO THAT HURT AND ANGER, ITS ONLY GOING TO MAKE US BITTER AND I DON'T WANT THAT FOR YOU OR FOR MYSELF. ITS A PROCESS. IT HURTS. I'M JUST THANKFUL THAT I CAN LEAN ON MY BIG BROTHER FOR STRENGTH. ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT HE'S THERE FOR YOU.

ITS TAKING ALOT OUT OF ME TO TYPE. I'M SO EXHAUSTED. I THINK OF MY MOM DAILY. I WISH I HAD HER TO TALK TO RIGHT NOW. IT REALLY HURTS DEEPLY TO LOSE SOMEONE THAT YOU LOVE DEARLY. SHE WAS EVERYTHING TO ME. I MISS MY DAD ALOT. HE DIED SEVERAL YEARS BEFORE MY MOM.

I BELIEVE THAT I GOT MY HIGH TOLERANCE FOR PAIN FROM MY DAD. THE MANY YEARS THAT MY DAD WORKED, MOST PEOPLE HAD NO IDEA HOW ILL HE WAS. HE WAS ALWAYS LAUGHING. SO CHEERFUL. I MISS TALKING WITH MY DAD. GROWING UP AS A CHILD, I COULD ALWAYS GO TO HIM WHEN I WAS IN PAIN. I'M SUDDENLY FEELING SO EMOTIONAL. I WAS BLEST TO HAVE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE FROM MY PARENTS. NO MATTER WHAT I WAS GOING THRU, I NEVER HAD ANY REASON TO DOUBT THE LOVE OF MY PARENTS. I'M SO FORTUNATE AND BLEST KNOWING THAT MY HUBBY HAD A CLOSE RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PARENTS. ESPECIALLY MY MOM BECAUSE SHE LIVED SEVERAL YEARS AFTER MY DAD DIED.

MANY PEOPLE THOUGHT MY MOM WAS MY HUBBY'S BIOLOGICAL MOTHER. LOL. THE CLOSENESS BETWEEN MY MOM AND MY SON WAS SO PRECIOUS. THEY WERE EXTREMELY CLOSE AND LOVED EACH OTHER SO MUCH. I'M MISSING MY SON SO MUCH. WHEN MY CHILD WAS BORN, I IMMEDIATELY UNDERSTOOD WHEN I HAD HEARD SOME PARENTS SAYING, THEY WOULD DIE FOR THEIR CHILDREN.

MY FRIENDS,GOD IS SO GOOD TO US. HE KNOWS THE DESIRES OF OUR HEARTS AND HE'S ALWAYS WILLING TO HELP US. LETS KEEP PLACING ALL OUR FAITH IN OUR HEAVENLY FATHER. I DON'T THINK WE CAN COMPLETELY GRASP THE LOVE THAT GOD HAS FOR US HIS CHILDREN. HE LOVES US HIS SINFUL CHILDREN SO MUCH THAT HE SENT HIS PRECIOUS SON, OUR BIG BROTHER JESUS TO DIE FOR OUR SINS AND HE GAVE US THE HOLY SPIRIT AS OUR COMFORTER.

I BEGAN WRITING HAVING SOME PROBLEMS FOR THE FIRST TIME GETTING MY THOUGHT OUT BUT THAT QUICKLY CHANGED. THERE'S SO MUCH THAT I WANT TO SHARE BUT UNFORTUNATELY, I'LL HAVE TO STOP VERY SOON.

MY THOUGHTS ARE ALL OVER THE PLACE. BUT I'D LIKE TO ONCE AGAIN ENCOURAGE YOU ALL TO KEEP TRUSTING GOD. THE TRINITY. IF U HAVE REASON TO DOUBT SOMEONE'S LOVE FOR YOU, THERE IS NO REASON TO DOUBT THE LOVE OF GOD, UR HEAVENLY FATHER, JESUS OF NAZARETH, UR BIG BROTHER AND THE HOLY SPIRIT, YOUR COMFORTER. CLAIM THE PROMISES OF JESUS. HE SAID WE'RE TO GO TO HIM WITH ALL OUR WORRIES AND CONCERNS. BE STRONG. DON'T FEEL DISCOURAGED IF U HAVE LOW DAYS. IT HAPPENS TO US ALL. WE JUST HAVE TO MAKE SURE THAT WE DON'T DWELL ON THE NEGATIVE.

I WISH FOR YOU ALL, PEACE AND HAPPINESS.

MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

HUGS,

 FROM ARIA.

God Bless You Greetings



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09/21/2018 23:07:32


Jo___ wrote:

Remember Aria that the good always wins over evil and also remember that if you need a moral support or anything your friend Jo will always be here to listen and help you .... 


Thank you so much for all wishes

that you and as many other friends of mine 

always wish to me and my Michael ....

receiving all this from our true friends is a blessing ... 

God bless you always ... 

lots of hugs,your friend forever Jo 


REST ASSURRED KNOWING THAT I'M PRAYING THE VERY BEST FOR YOU AND MICHAEL. THE ENEMY IS STRONG BUT GOD IS AND WILL ALWAYS BE STRONGER. THANKYOU FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIP. I'M HERE FOR YOU TOO. HUGS AND LOVE, ARIA.


09/21/2018 03:24:27
Remember Aria that the good always wins over evil and also remember that if you need a moral support or anything your friend Jo will always be here to listen and help you .... 


Thank you so much for all wishes

that you and as many other friends of mine 

always wish to me and my Michael ....

receiving all this from our true friends is a blessing ... 

God bless you always ... 

lots of hugs,your friend forever Jo 



09/20/2018 21:22:30

THANKS JO.

I APPRECIATE YOUR LETTER. ITS BEEN A ROUGH WEEK. PROBLEMS ARE STILL THERE BUT THE GOOD THING IS THAT GOD IS VERY MUCH ALIVE AND IS WITH ME. I REFUSE TO GIVE THE HATERS POWER OVER ME. THEY CAN TRY BUT WON'T WIN.

MY MIGRAINE IS COMING BACK SO I'M GOING TO REST AGAIN FOR A WHILE.

ITS REALLY GREAT HEARING FROM YOU.

ALL THE BEST TO YOU AND MIKE.


HUGS AND LOVE MY FRIEND,

ARIA.



09/18/2018 13:51:28

Dear Aria,ever lose hope...
have faith and everything will be for the best ..
about who has told lies about you ..
do not listen to these voices ....
who know well you and who loves you
will believe in you not to other people ...
in the life, you will always find bad people...
these people are just people with obsessive compulsive disorders that always try to ruin the lives of others because they do not accept the happiness of others this is the truth ... an innocent does not escape and does not hide .... but only the guilty do this ... these are people envious of everything and everyone ... always walks with your head high .. and never give up 
...

even if virtual I send you a big hug and

may God bless you and your family always.





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