Today I got news that my favorite first cousin had passed away. She had been fighting cancer for over a year. I know she is suffering no more, I am glad she won't face the pain and sickness tomorrow. She was just 55. I was with her mom the night she made her entrance into this world. I will miss her so much. She was kind, sweet and so giving. I have just been sad today and I felt if I write it out here maybe tomorrow I will feel better.