Robin, I'm so sorry to hear about Cookie. Sounds you've had such a long life with her and I'm sure you will now. My cat's sister, died last year of cat leukemia and it was a blessing to be with her through the end. And I hope that didn't sound callous. But I enjoyed my private time with her as she progressed in her illness and as I had to do more and more for her I could see in her eyes that she felt more love than any human I've knowm so far. Better go now, here come the tears again. I will miss her more than ever but I have her sister and brother and they remind me daily of the love I have for my cats. Be strong and keep checking with the vets. They do have some meds to help. And again, I am truly sorry for Cookie and you. Be strong and take care.
Peace, dj