When my daughter visited me last month she was so scattered brain she did not even know where she left her keys to the trunk of her car and she has her wallet there. She told me she went for a walk around the lake of this park and she cannot find the key to her trunk and this was a Saturday and the offering bag for our church was in the trunk. Sunday we went to church and our lady pastor told her to pray. You know we are very spritual and we really believe in praise reports or testimonies as we call it at church. After church service I accompanied her to the car dealership to have a replacement for the key but they can't do it. I was surprised that instead of taking me home she drove to the place where she went walking . As she was about to park her car in a spot she changed her mind and decided to park in the next spot. And I was like sitting in her car just wondering why. She gets out of her car, walked towards the sidewalk in the dirt and low and below the key is there. It has never been touched , just there lying in the dirt all night. And she was just jumping and shouting and people kept looking at us because I too kept praising. I found out that this was what happened. A voice and I know that this is the Holy Spirit told her to go back to the place where she hiked and also the reason why she did not park in that spot was because of that voice . This is GOD and this the GOD that I serve. It is not intuition that some people may say. It is the voice of GOD speaking through the Holy Spirit.
We have heard it many times. Learn to forgive so GOD in heaven will forgive you. Last month when I had my monthly visit to my primary care physician and had my blood pressure taken she told me that it was very high and also the blood test results showed my LDL as out of range. She then gave me prescription medicine for high blood and cholesterol. In my 69 years I have never taken any prescription medicine until this time. And on top of that my doctor sent me to a cardiologist for a treadmill test and a heart scan. It just so happened that in our bible study we were discussing about forgiveness and healing and I was telling my pastor that there is someone who I cannot stand to much less care about . My pastor told me to ask her forgiveness as this may be the road to having my cholesterol and blood pressure being normal. I did call this woman and much to my surprise she does not even remember and she forgave me right then and there and here I am still harboring this unforgiveness deep inside for five years. Now back to that cardiologist, all tests had been taken and when I came back for the results I told him this,"everything is going to be okay won't it?" And he was smiling and asked me why I would say that . I told him because I know that it will be okay. He had a smile on his face, turned on his monitor and guess what? There is nothing wrong, my cholesterol and heart scan came out good. And I do not need to take those cholesterol and high blood pressure medications.
In closing, I think everyone of us has been hurt and I believe with hurt comes unforgiveness. Just learn to forgive, forget about it and move on. You will feel that heaviness that you use to carry will be lightened and you never know this unforgiveness might be the wall that prevents you from getting healed like me.
