Wow where did the years go. I met my husband when I was 20 yrs old. We married when I was 26 years old when we married. I had our first child when I was 30 yrs old, the second child I was 32 yrs. I was thinking I have been married for 33 years... Wow that is almost half of my life I have been married... I married when I was older and I do not regret, I do feel sad as I am 59 years old and no grandchildren. And none in site. Both daughter are not in a position or life time where they plan on children... The oldest lost her husband after years of marriage and only being 25 years of age. Our youngest is having a financial crisis due to college loans and we are helping her pay for, she has been married for 3 years. Life is not fair I feel, I have sisters and brothers that have great grandchildren. I just want to be a grandma, to love and hold and hear I love you grandma...

For now I will watch the 3 year old down the street and be happy. The lord knowns when the time is right so, I will be patient and wait.

Thank you for reading me life, my time and where did it go