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Second Encounter With My Angel (Part Two)
Posted On 10/30/2008 22:40:30
Part 2, My Second Encounter With My Angel...
 
   They got me all settled in my room and it was strange because I didn't request a private room but I got one none the less. They started me on very strong antibiotics because of all the infection I had and they couldn't operate until they got it under control. Finally the rush was over and things were beginning to settle down when in walked a person carrying a plant of flowers. They sat it down on the little table and I reached over to look at the card and who had sent it. It was from my pastor and the church and this is what the card said, "We are praying, but we know God has everything under control." There it was again, those same words on the tee shirt and now the card. Yes it did make me feel better, but I was still very scared. I know I almost died and I was scared to go to surgery, but I also knew I could die if I didn't go. So I laid there for eight days praying for a miracle while getting rid of the infection that invaded my body threatening my very being.
   Then the day came and they came in and got me ready to go. I remember being very nervous that morning and they asked me if I could walk to the hallway where a man with a gurney was waiting for me. I walked to him and as I put my hand on the bed to get on it, he laid his hand gently over mine and said to me, "Don't be afraid, God is here and He has everything under control."  WOW, it finally registered that God was trying to tell me that I was going to be just fine. The surgery went great with the removal of 13 inches of my colon and 7 days later I was ready for home. I might add that the private room I had was really a gift from God, my room was never quite and we even had a bible study and prayer meeting there and if I would have had a roommate, I would have been asked to be moved.
   God is such an awesome God and I thank him for loving me. May God bless you who read my story and thanks for visiting here.

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Second encounter with my Angel.
Posted On 10/30/2008 14:23:15
My second encounter with my Angel.  (True Story)
   In August of 2001, I was extremely sick, deathly sick actually. I had been in bed for about a week and a half, my stomach continued to get larger and larger until I was in severe pain. I had a very serious, life threatening,  bowel blockage, but I didn't know it at the time. I couldn't keep any food down and my last trip to the bathroom put me out cold on the floor. I had passed out and I was on my way to the hospital. When the paramedics came I was awake, they put me on their cart and was taking me out of the house when I remember my husband saying "Look Babe" I wasn't looking at anything except the sky moving overhead. He told me later and completely described the man holding the ambulance door open. There he was, he described my Angel and everything he was wearing, the complete sparkling clean engineer's outfit. My husband got into our car to follow us to the hospital and he said my Angel had just vanished. 

   When I got to the hospital, several things happened to me. There were 11 people in the emergency room with me, which included my pastor and husband and they surrounded the cart I was on. A woman came in and told them they had to leave, there was just too many in the room. My pastor said, "Not before we pray for her" and they proceeded to hold hands and do just that. A series of things started to happen after that, which assured me that I was in good hands even though I was terrified.
 
   The intern put me in a wheelchair and took me to a place where I had to drink a "shake." The room was very crowded, so they put me right in the doorway facing out to the hallway where everyone was walking. I sat there for a few minutes watching the people and I had this nervous feeling, so I just sat there and prayed. There was a man who stopped in the hall and then another man joined him and they stood there talking. One man was very well dressed and the other was kind of shabby looking. The shabby looking man was facing me and I noticed that he had printing on his tee shirt. He looked right past the man he was talking to and he was staring right at me, we actually locked eyes. Then I read his shirt, it said,  "God loves you, never fear He is here" and then somehow he had his back to me and there was more writing that said, "He has everything under control."  Then he backed up and was shaking hands with the other man, saying goodbye. He once again turned and looked right at me. I told Terry, my hubby who was standing right behind me, "did you see that guys shirt?" He said yes and I told him it was like that was just for me. A couple of minutes later, they called me and I was taken upstairs and put into my room.....
to be continued....

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CHOOSE WISELY
Posted On 08/20/2008 21:00:25

   For many of you life will just stay the same starting tonight. Being retired has great benefits, like sleeping in, going to bed when you please, getting up when you like, ect: and most always it is your choice to live the day as you want.

   But for me, I will be back on a time schedule starting tonight. Jacob, who is 12, will be starting his first day of Junior High in the morning. Now I must tell you that the Lord knows I am not ready for this, but I am happy!!! When 5:30 am arrives, we will start the routine and I am going to enjoy every single minute of it. He will get on the bus at 6:15 and I will have given him a kiss in front of those on the bus,. At this point, he is happy but embarrassed and although he doesn't know it right now, there will come a day when he won't mind those kisses. He doesn't know that yet, but I do. After he leaves, I have about 7 hours of "quit" time. He doesn't like it too much when I go into his room and clean it "my way." but he is one of the happiest kids I have ever known. When he comes home, he will say "Oh no, not my room again," but he will be happy for the clean room. He is the one I have told you about before, the one who gets up singing, "Zipp-a-dee-do-dah' zipp-a-dee-a, my oh my what a wonderful day. Plenty of sunshine coming my way...zipp."...etc: He also sings, "Oh what a beautiful morning, oh what a beautiful day, I've got a wonderful feeling, everything's going my way." and I get a hug in the morning with him singing "You are my sunshine."  I find myself asking, "What in the world makes this kid so happy?" I said that to say this. If only all of us could have this kind of attitude about life, if we could only see the positive side of things, if only we could just  "be happy" no matter where we are on life's road and no matter what is happening at the moment. We can accept the responsibility for our own attitude towards life to be happy or unhappy. The words we speak to one another and to ourselves are either creative or destructive. The power of life and death are in our tongues and we can only reap what our tongues sow. If we could just stop for a moment and seriously take a good look inside our hearts and ask ourselves..."Am I happy, am I really, truly happy?" Do we even know what the meaning of that word is!? If we look into the word, "happy" can we honestly say, "Yes, I am happy." 

   I am doing a study about (inner happiness.) My study has nothing to do with Christianity, Religion, or the Bible. I just see something in my 12 year old and in the children at play in the park. I observed the children and I see and hear something that is quite different from the adults. Some of the adults and some of the Christians I know,  just don't seem to have that "inner" happiness, maybe it's called "Peace."! So while doing this study, I have found out that Jacob is choosing to be happy, he is choosing to be a good child, he is choosing to come and say "I'm sorry mom, I love you, forgive me" when he could just as well go to his room and slam the door. He is making the choices that bring him that inner kind of happiness. It isn't his duty to be happy, it isn't his job, it isn't something he has to do or be, it is his choice, if he wants to be happy, he will be!!! Be happy, is it really just that simple? It is what we make it and whatever that is, is what we will have to live with.  If I am happy, it's because I choose to be, if I am unhappy, it is because I choose to be. It's like gossiping, you choose to do it, you don't have to do it, it's like being prejudice, you don't have to judge others, you don't have to hate, lie, steal, cheat, or anything else, but you can if you so choose. What ever we do and say is what we sow and what we sow we shall reap. If you plant corn, you get corn, you cannot get beans. If you give a smile, you get a smile back, if you love, you get love and to hate gets you hate. When someone says to me, "Oh you make me so mad" no it isn't my fault that you are mad, you have the same choice as I do. The choice is ours and we are the only one that will answer for the choices we make in this life, so we should choose carefully and wisely. I choose to be happy!


An Ant Made The Difference
Posted On 06/27/2008 22:31:45
An Ant Made The Difference.  (Wrote April 1983)
 
 
      Today I got really mad and stormed out of the house and yelled, "I quit, I give up, it's just not worth it." I went down to the rivers edge to get away and there I slammed myself down on the steps. I guess I was having a pity party and I wanted to swim around in it. Sometimes it seemed like no one really cared and today was one of those days where everyone and everything was working against me. I started crying and giving in to my private party.
   As I sat there staring at some leaves floating by in the water,  something caught my eye. I looked read hard and spotted this tiny ant that was moving across a log laying beside me. Here was this tiny ant caring a large piece of bread, or what looked like bread. That food he carried had to be at least three times or more bigger than he was. I suddenly forgot that I was upset as I sat there spellbound by this little guy. As I watched him I thought about his journey and how important it must be to get that food home. Every bump on that log must have seemed like a mountain and each grove a valley. Yet, he didn't give up even though his food dropped a lot and he would go around in circles, he keep trudging on.
   While watching him, I thought of how quickly we give up over little things and thought do I even know what a "heavy load" is. I wondered how hard it would really be to walk in this little guys footsteps. I fought the urge to pick him up and move him down to the end of the log just to shorten his journey some. But something told me that if I did, it would only cause him more trouble in the long run. I thought if only I knew where he was going I would just put him there. Then I remembered how many times I got into trouble because I wanted to do things my way. I somehow knew it was important for this tiny creature to do it all on his own. After all, he knew where he was going and I had no clue. After watching him for awhile I knew he wasn't going to quit, he wasn't going to give up no matter how hard and how long the journey.
   Just then a thought crossed my mind, what if some big foot came along and ended it all for him. I thought of all the things that could go wrong for him on his journey home. Then it happened, he ran into trouble...it started to rain. He was having difficulty walking and the morsel he carried became wet and that increased it's weight. Even though he fought hard, the rain won, it washed the food away and all of it was for nothing and believe it or not I cried. Yet something told me that when the rain stopped, he would be right back there looking for more food. His mission was to bring the food home and he wouldn't return without it. I wondered if by chance his load was more important to him than how heavy it was. At that moment I thought God was talking to me. I got up and decided to get out of the rain, go up to the house and give out some hugs and apologys. That little ant served it's purpose today and also made a big difference in my life. When things like this happen I know God loves me and is looking out for me and He will go out of His way to show his love for me even through a tiny ant if need be. I try hard not to let those "little things" go un-noticed. I gave out the hugs and the I'm sorry's and I was forgiven. All I can say is "Thank You Lord." 
I also try not to step on any ants. Claire

A MILLION TIMES AGO
Posted On 06/26/2008 13:17:32

I wrote this in 1981

A MILLION TIMES AGO
 
I found an old church abandoned that showed years of neglect,
But I'm sure she knew the good ole' days of honor and respect,
She was sort of leaning there with a large hole in her side,
And was aged from all the weather, but standing yet with pride.
Her beams and rafters torn apart, looked like a war went through,
 Weeds and brush all threatened the life of flowers new,
I stepped inside to look around and see what I could see,
I thought my very heart would break down inside of me.
I couldn't keep from crying when I saw what had been done,
Someone's trashed your house Lord, is this what they call fun?
Paint was sprayed all over and songbooks torn to shreds,
The little "welcome" doormat has long been worn to threads.
The curtains from the alter that were all once velvet gold,
Now are piled in a corner all decayed from rot and mold,
Broken glass is strung all over, dirty words carved on the wall,
Signs of waste and garbage, now line the darkened hall.
In the little nursery that the babies all slept in,
Now is filled with bottles, that once held wine and gin.
A nest of mice are living in a broken rocking chair,
Where someone rocked the babies with tender loving care.
Keys of ivory and ebony lay scattered on the floor,
And someone made a fire Lord out of the old oak door,
 Walls are hushed by silence that must have rang with praise,
She was a mighty fortress back in her younger days,
I turned to leave, then saw you there with both arms open wide,
Someone took a knife Lord and slashed right through your side.
Your picture hung upon that wall, nails held you there in place,
And someone made a dartboard out of your precious face.
As I took you down so carefully, I was sure they didn't know,
That you'd been through this all before, a million times ago! 
Claire

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WHY I BELIEVE IN ANGELS #1
Posted On 06/01/2008 18:53:31

    

    In 1981 I joined in with the singles class at Gospel Center, in River Park, Indiana. It was in the winter and a very bad Feburary at that. We had bible study at my house and there were 9 of us. The group decided they wanted to have a special place or spot that they could dedicate to the Lord, where all could get to easily. A place where we could all meet if we wanted to have a gathering. This place would be a refuge, a safe place to meet for prayer or a place where we could go to get ahold of God or maybe just to get away. So we all prayed until God showed someone the place. He did! It was a long drive in the winter from where my house was, but we believed we had the place.

   This place is in Memorial Park in Mishawaka, Indiana. We drove down into the park and I think we all knew right away where the place was. As we drove to the edge of the river, we saw this very large tree standing right out there as big as God aganist the nighttime winter sky. There were three trunks in one coming out of the ground and each trunk had one large main branch with a lot of normal branches. Here is what we saw...one trunk...The Father...another trunk...The Son, and the third trunk...The Holy Spirit.

   This tree was sitting on the bank of the rivers edge and you had to step down one step off the brick wall to another level that this tree had of it's very own.  Snow was everywhere and it was very slippery on the area that held the tree but it was surrounded by large rocks.

   So here we are, in knee deep snow at about 7.30 pm, we all stepped down and completely circled the tree by joining hands. We took turns praying that this area would be Holy Ground, dedicated to the Lord. We prayed that for what ever reason anyone would came here they would know they were in the presence of something very different and that they would feel the love of God and conviction if they were unsaved. After praying over this place, we climbed back in our cars and returned to my place to wrap up the study.

   Winter turned into Spring and Spring into Summer and then in August I and two of my boys and another of their friends decided to go fishing. It had been close to seven months since we had dedicated that place and here I was returning and although it crossed my mind about being there, I still didn't give it much thought. We fished off the bank, right next to that tree and after about an hour of being there, something very strange happened to us. (At the time I thought it was strange, but later realized it was wonderful.)

Here is what took place the day we were standing on that Holy Ground....

(in poem form, here is what I wrote.)

~~AN ANGEL UNAWARE~~
 
The boys and I went fishing
 at Memorial Park one day,
And although the fish weren't biting,
we decided we would stay.
I reached behind me for some things,
my coffee and a cup.
 I was startled when I saw them,
this stranger and his pup.
His eyes were bluer than any sky,
his hair was white as snow,
And when he smiled it seemed just like,
his face was all aglow.
 He was dressed just like an engineer,
 the driver of a train,
 His hat and clothes were spotless,
not a wrinkle or a stain.
I think his age was fifty,
or sixty I would guess.
But his youthful face looked twenty
 or maybe even less.
I asked him if he'd join us,
it seemed like the natural thing to do.
 He took a seat between us,
 he wasn't like most folks I knew.
 At first his talk was casual,
like the real nice day we had.
Then he talked about his life
 and when he was a lad.
He talked about a book he read
that was given by a friend,
 About the cancer in his throat,
that somehow couldn't mend.
He talked about a lot of things
 that happened in his life,
How some of it was very good,
 but a lot of it was strife.
I was going to ask him something ,
but he sort of stopped me there,
He turned and looked right through me,
which seemed to be a stare.
 He started talking once again,
it was all about my past,
He said "I know it's not been easy,
 but believe me it won't last.
I know you've had a lot of hurt,
 I see the tears you've cried.
And please forget about the thoughts
you've had on suicide."
Once again he stared right through me
and I couldn't say a word,
 He sure knew lot's about me,
was the strangest thing I heard.
Then he turned to Todd and said,
"My son you sure are blessed,
You have the patience of old Job,
you're not like all the rest.
You're quite a patient fisherman,
 the kind that God can use,
To catch the very souls of man
 and tell them of the news.
You are really very special,
God has called you from the start,
 And I know that He has spoken
 already to your heart."
The only thing he said to Chip was,
"now you take care my boy,
 Try to have a good day,
let it bring you lots of joy."
His voice was very gentle
 as he stood there in the heat,
And said that he was very glad
that we'd had a chance to meet.
He put one hand on Todd and me,
saying "Now I really have to go,
 But if you two will keep the faith,
someday you both will know."
The stranger stirred the little pup
from his very peaceful nap.
 He shook our hands and said "Goodbye"
 then tipped his pin stripped cap.
He said, "Thank you for the coffee
 and may our Lord bless you,"
We turned around to say goodbye,
 but they were gone...it's true!
Now I doubt if you believe me,
 but they vanished in thin air,
Neither of them could be found,
but we know that they were there.
 Now this really happened to us,
but I've only told a few,
Not too many would believe me,
and I wonder if you do.
 Let me ask you just one question,
tell me what you'd think,
 If someone up and vanished,
before your eyes could blink?
Now was it our imagination,
were the man and pup both there,
Or..were we entertaining an angel unaware???
 
We searched that park from one end to the other and they weren't there. But this is just one story, there are more to come that will make you believe in Angels if you don't already, all of them being true!

 

 

 

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