Hello, I have mobility problems in my knees; I use a walker. I care for my mother, who is paralyzed and has Alzheimer's. I'm prohibited from doing many things, and because I didn't want to put my mother in a nursing home, my condition worsened. I had an MRI and have an appointment at 9, although this morning my doctor told me it was a little earlier. Since she's not an expert, she told me my condition isn't good. My legs and arm are failing me; the tendon is worn out. And my mother was admitted for pain and anal bleeding in the lower part of her colon. Her blood isn't circulating properly; she's in bad shape, and her condition is terminal. On Friday, they said she wouldn't survive and that if she didn't die, they would sedate her. She started to improve, and even the doctors couldn't believe it. My mother has a lot of natural strength, and now she's eating and has a strong will to live. The doctors told me she might last a few months, who knows, she might come home, and I don't know how I'm going to keep taking care of her. Her children haven't wanted to know anything about her for years.
My daughter is far away; she has lupus, and a few months ago she had heart surgery, another valve replacement. They did a procedure to avoid surgery a year ago, and she was left with many complications, and they forbade her from traveling. The good thing that happened to me yesterday was that her daughter, my granddaughter, had a baby girl, and everything is fine. It's her second daughter; I already have two great-grandchildren.
But they aren't here either until the baby can travel. They can't bring her to meet her, nor can my daughter. Because of all this, I can't log on to the page; everything came together at once.
I miss you all. If someone wants to delete me, I'll understand and I'll be sorry. I'll try to get in. Sending you blessings, hugs, and kisses, Maria. ...
GOOD MORNING N02 HOPE THIS FINDS U AND YOURS SAFE WELL HERE IS FRIDAY GOING TO BE A NICE DAY WARMING UP AGAIN JUST KNOW I DID TRY TO OPEN YOUR PAGES ONE WITH THE BALERINA SEND MONDAY AND I CANT SEE WHERE TO GET U TILL I DID TRY THIS WAY HPE IT WORKS AS I SAID I WILL COME ON WHEN IM FINISHED WHAT I HAD TO DO ONLY A FEW THINGS TO ORGANISED BUT I WILL HAVE TO CHANGE CARS CUZ EVERYWHERE I GO SOMEONE FOLLOWES ME U WOULD THIN IN 24 YEARS THEY HAVE STOPPED TAKING MY THINGS AND FOLLOWING EVEN THE DR KEEPS ON ASKING ME THE SAME QUESTIONS I LIKE HER BUT IF SHE KEEPS IT UP I WILL GET A NEW DR I WILL NOT PLAY GAMES WITH ANYONE ALL SHE WONTED TO KNOW IF IM GOING OVERSEAS I SAID NOT THIS TIME JUST SOMEWHERE IN AUSTRALIA BUT I WILL MAKE SURE THE PEPLE WHO ARE TAKING ME WATCHES IN THERE WINDOW OR MIRROR SAME AS WHEN I GO TO GET OTHER INFORMATION I WILL ALSO TELL THEM WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR ALL THERES YEARS IM SURE THE GOVERMENT KNOW LIKE I SAID I DO NOT TRUST CHURCHES GOVERMENTS U ONLY HAVE TO GO DOWN TO 11 CENTURY AND DONT TRUST DRS OR HOSPITALS I HAVE HAD MY SHARE OF TROUBLE FROM THOSE SORT OF PEOPLE AND I WILL NOT FINISH TILL I GET WONT AS ALL THESE PEOPLE THINK YOU ARE AN IDIOT BUT I CAN ASSURE YOU IM NOT EVEN I CANT REMEMBER MY CHILD HOOD SO I WISH YOU A GOOD HAPPY SAFE WEEKEND AND A HAPPY NEW MONTH OF FEB TAKE CARE
HELLO MARIA. HOW ARE THINGS GOING FOR YOU? I HAD A BAD CASE OF SCIATIAC WHICH MADE IT HARD FOR ME TO WALK AND SIT AT MY DESK TO DO ANYTHING..THIS IS WEEK 5 BUT I AM MOVING AND EVEN DROVE AND WENT TO THE STORE THE OTHER DAY...SO I GUESS I AM ON THE MEND..ONE LEG STILL BOTHERS ME..I WAS TOLD ITS USUALLY UP TO 8 WEEKS SO I MUST BE AHEAD OF IT..JUST WANT TO KEEP IMPROVING AS IT WAS A PAIN I NEVER WANT TO GO THROUGH AGAIN.ARE YOU READY FOR THE HOLIDAYS..I DONT DO ANYTHING ON THEM WHICH IS FINE WITH ME. I LIKE PEACE AND QUIET. HAVE A GOOD ONE MY DEAR FRIEND..MUCH LOVE BEING SENT YOUR WAY
