just wanted to thank everyone for the birthday wishes..only turn 61 once they say..it was a nice day..still spent it alone but getting more used to it...i have been making a few friends but its hard to really let anyone in anymore....i have acceoted the path i am on and have moved forward but losing both a wife and best friend...well..taking alot to move too quickly... was a nice day..sun came out and it got into the 50's finally...a long long winter...anyway hugs and thanks again....more to come