I awoke with the morning air chilling my body as the beginnings of winter creped into the dimly lit bedroom. The covers hanging off the side onto the floor, exposing me to the coolness that played poking about. With thoughts of you, I reached for the tangled cloth, pulling it up and over, I curled, gripping tightly the fabric and smiled. To hold you against me tightly would warm us both and I could whisper the things that dwell in my heart into your ear. I could place a soft, loving kiss upon your lips, your neck, and about. I would stroke your hair and gaze into your beautiful enchanting eyes. I would examine the shape of your face, the curves of your body, and I would be joyously pleased that I was blessed to have you in my arms as we gathered a few more minutes of us together.
Alas, but a daydream, a morning fantasy....sadness arrived at this heart once again as I still deep down held onto a glimmer of hope that one day, one day the understanding universe of what will be, would have a heart for us.
With thoughts fleeting when reality sets in, I rose from my place of rest and went forth into the day.
Thoughts of you, my heartstrings all but stretched to the limit, confusion within the brain as sparks interacted trying to separate fact from fiction.
Where do I stand... where do I go... what must be. Blood begins to pump strongly through my veins, a throbbing sensation pushing through the vessels to the stretching point... Pain surfaces as I grip my head into my hands and suddenly…
A release of emotion as tears gently make their way down the roughness of my face.
Stop this, stop this now, It's but another day to get through... Have faith, reach out and touch each other through dreams of night.
Give it all I have and I will… always do the same... Love is near... around a hidden corner... Peace ... a fulfillment of Promises... Hold and be Still.
Alas, Yes...but a dream.... you were here..yes you were.... your scent, your presence has not disappeared. You blend yourself within my soul as one... I smile.... it may be only a dream, a sad but glad dream.... for without you, I am but a shadow of life...
Return again to the evening hours and we will love once again.
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